Heyy....I bought a wig. It´s white, and it´s long. What should I do with it? Who I´d cosplay next? Right now I´m starting with my Switzerland costume, and I also have Miku-cosplay half done...Hmm...troublesome...
If you have any ideas what to do with that wig,please tell me I had Belarus from Hetalia in mind but I´m not sure yet...the costume is quite challenging...

My practical training is going really well. But I still have another week left. And after that, the Christmas vacation starts! YAY!! Lot´s of time to make costumes ahead....

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"In a white sea, a red sun burns
Round planets float up like solitary islands
And still, the war
is not yet over....

Slender buildings crowd the cities
Matched with the blade of a long history
Only one can prevail

The combat continues...

I love everything new
I really really like what's fashionable
The minority can't control me
Excuse me, I am sorry, but that´s the way it is!

"I'm not saying I won't hand down my venerable traditions.
I know what the result of that would be."

Etiquette, restraint
The virtues of shame
Cherry trees, maple trees
The meaning of the seasons

My straight black hair
will be blond by tomorrow

I love kotatsu and mandarin oranges
I really really like Western cooking
I´m sorry but that´s the way it is!"

Japan´s character song- I´m sorry, but that´s the way it is

Today´s 6.12, and it´s Finland´s `birthday`. I´m really gratefull to the people that made Finland be its own country.

Finland has an interesting history. During the world war II, many, interesting and unbelievable things happened.How little, poor Finland kicked Russia´s ass, and how we still have our own country.

I´ve been thinking these things alot today.

I won´t speak about that any longer, ´cause it´d last forever if I´d write here everything what´s in my mind now.
I end this journal entry to the lyrics of Finland´s own song, Maammelaulu (Our country´s song)

"Oi maamme, Suomi, synnyinmaa,
soi, sana kultainen.
Ei laaksoa, ei kukkulaa,
ei vettä, rantaa rakkaampaa,
kuin kotimaa tää pohjoinen,
maa kallis isien!

Sun kukoistukses kuorestaan
se kerran puhkeaa,
viel lempemme saa nousemaan
sun toivos, riemus loistossaan,
ja kerran, laulus synnyinmaa
korkeemman kaiun saa!"

"Oh our country,Finland, our native land
will be singed the golden word
No walley, no hill
no water, beach more dear
Than our homeland in the nordic side
Country of our Father´s!

Your glory from its shell
once will be blooming
Will have our love rising
your hope, happiness in its glory
And once will the song of your native land
have the highest sound after it!"

(Translation is not made by me, so it might suck.)

Shit I have my practical training next week, and it lasts two weeks. I´m pretty stressed out. I made my last exam (math!!) today, and I screwed it perfectly. Hurray! *ironic*

*Siiigh* I´ve been seeing weird dreams lately. One of them is especially weird, and I can´t get it out of my mind. In the dream, is a guy, who lives in a apartment house next to my school, and I see him everytime when I walk from school. It´s strange, ´cause the guy looks REALLY familiar, and I´m confused about it. In my dream, he tries to tell me something, and he looks a little sad, but I can´t hear him. I wonder what does it mean. Why do I see such a dream almost every night?

Maybe...some person I wanted to forget tries to contact me again. I´m not sure, is that a good or bad. Of course, I easily miss people, especially the kinds of people I´ve made a lots of good memories.

I wonder if things are okay in the way they are...I really do.I don´t feel like wanting things to change.

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This time, I picked this songs lyrics ´cause I kinda feel like this right now. When I heard this song the lyrics kinda really hitted me and made me think my own feelings towards one person I left alone times ago.

"Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven`t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me..
Why do you love me...?"

Three Days Grace- I hate everything about you

I think that I live too much for other people. I always do what I´m told to, and hardly never make my own decisions. Maybe because I can´t. It seems like all the decisions I make, are wrong and bad for me.

I wonder why the people I really like and want to be with are disappearing from my life,one at the time.
Life feels so unfair and stupid sometimes, but we just have to get on with it, smile and go on, even with the wounds and pain.

Hehee^_^ I´m happy and excited. I don´t really know what to say, so, I put here a list of my favorite pairings and characters from Hetalia

My favorite pairings are:
Greece x Japan, Switzerland x Japan, UK x Japan..ANy pairing with Japan will do, BUT NOT A WOMAN!! *blahg* Straight stuff...uhh...*pukes*
Spain x Romano, France x UK, Russia x China, Ukraine x Liechtenstein, Hungary x Belarus, Belgium x Seychelles, Taiwan x Vietnam.

And my favorite characters are:
1.Switzerland
2.Japan
3.Liechtenstein
4.England
5.China
6.Romano and Veneziano
7.Ukraine
8.Norway
9.Seychelles
10.Greece
11.Russia

So...that´s it. Right now, I´m obsessed with Switzerland x Japan pairing..I hope we´ll get cute Japan to our next LARP...hehe...*perverted giggling*
*coughs*

Hmm...I guess I have nothing else to say..I´m happy, BUT I´m stressing about a math exam we have on Friday...It sucks, but no worries..^^

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(I put this song´s lyrics here, because I watched one Switzerland x Japan AMV from Youtube, and it was really cute...thank you, whoever made it I love the song, it has really good lyrics...fits my imagination, AND Kiku Honda VERY well..Hehe XD)

"
She's into superstitions black cats and voodoo dolls

I feel a premonition that girl's gonna make me fall.
She's into new sensations new kicks in the candle light
She's got a new addiction for every day and night

She'll make you take your clothes off and go dancing in the rain!
She'll make you live her crazy life but she'll take away your pain
like a bullet to your brain!

Upside, inside out she's livin la vida loca
She'll push and pull you down, livin la vida loca
Her lips are devil red and her skin's the color mocha
She will wear you out livin la vida loca!
Livin la vida loca, Come on!
She's livin la vida loca!"

Ricky Martin- Livin´ La Vida Loca

Heh^^ I´ve decided it. On our next Hetalia-LARP, I´ll be playing Switzerland. He´s just so much like me: a gunfreak,hysterical and strange. I love him, he´s so much more me than Japan. I failed as him last time.

But this time I´ll do perfect! When I have such a great character, who has so cool name! Vash Zwingli...It sounds so COOOOOL!!
I´ll take it my part-time nickname^^

Oooh! And his costume is so cool too! I love the green jacket! I´m going to have fun with it
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Hmm...I guess I have nothing else to say,then..^^ Hehe.And.People. Don´t worry, Be happy

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Moon's curse in this icy dream...

In a world with no words, I profess my love Until it will reach you, someday
The intense wish that fell from those lips
That I held close with wounded arms
I wanted to unravel it for you
Because if I throw away the beauty
Of our love that existed in the past
I can go towards a more beautiful night tomorrow

Moon's curse
From this icy dream I wanted to take you far away
How far can I go
Until I reach a place where I can believe in love?

By ways only a child who knows no pain can do
You close yourself off to the world
Your first words of love that you whispered at my ear eyes that hide nothing
I want to deceive them
If I could hold you and know that I can keep you warm
I am not afraid of any punishment or sin

Moon's curse
We awake from the icy dream
And I float aimlessly, connected to you
How far shall we go
Until we gain the silence of love?

Because If I throw away the beauty of our love that existed in the past
I can go towards a more beautiful night tomorrow

Moon's curse
From this icy dream I wanted to take you far away
How far can we go Until we reach a place where we can believe in love?

How far can we go
Until we reach a place where we can believe in love?
Beyond the night, just the two of us